You sound like you're feeling guilty for watching gay porn & then spouting bigotry to make yourself feel better for your own self hatred. I feel for you guy. Maybe talk to a therapist to help you deal with all that pent up rage, before you hurt yourself or someone else.
how fucked in the head are you. fucken confused cunt pretending to be male is what you are. youre not even close to being a man. men fuck women you sick fuck